I'm alone on a saturday night. Question: WHY? I'm never alone on Saturday nights. This is what it's like being involved instead of being free to roam? I've changed from being friend-of-the-world to friend-of-he-who-will-not-be-named who didn't even call like he promised to. For the ?th time. It's not his fault. It's nobody's fault. It's just that the circumstances suck and I'm a loser.

Ngee Shin will buy running shoes tomorrow. She will not have dinner for 2 weeks to save up for those shoes. Ngee Shin will lose weight AND have a great pair of adidas women's running shoes.